Monthly Archives: May 2020

What is reality?

Reality is what presents itself to consciousness. It is consciousness. Time and space is not something separate from consciousness. It is a property of consciousness. What we call the world or reality is just what happens in consciousness: thoughts, senses … Continue reading

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An excess of intellect

One has to become, in some sense, ‘dumb’ in front of the riddle of being and truth. Too much thinking exhaust the brain. The world is an unsolvable mystery.

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Bridges burning

Blackthe color of deathand fiery impulses Gone nowidentities reforgedsomething new came Wandered through fire and stormsmeltedthese horrible states Consciousness is newagency bewilderedno longer controlled I passed out of timeI saw dead bodies rejuvenatedcame out of the pit The stars were … Continue reading

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Leaves

Falling, poisonous leavesblows aboutjudging deeds before them Go aroundmaze will follow youthe blackest pit In here: no salvationonly desperate clingingand the falling leaves Stomach cannot be pleasedmouth never stops speakingears does not listen Foolish noisetoo much saidcredibility long lost Forgotten … Continue reading

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En-trance

Silent reflectionsflowing withintouching the deepest part of me From this exterior sourcethis mightunrepentent greatness Subtleten thousand eyes watchingmouths repeatably asserting itself It flows out from withinsoftly graspingfeets and neck This interior godwho have become souland mind Speak for a momentthen … Continue reading

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Smother

Careless I utter strange symbolsflowing through and into my mouthspeaking the world into position A kind touch is enough to invoke itheart is restlessI am only seemingly free Roaming the extremes of the minduphill and batteredbrothers and sisters is my … Continue reading

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Maladaptive responses

Sometimes I fantasizenothing trivial or naivejust a flower of my interior logic To set and to be in motionto search clouds and their contentsfor a rainy day Secret isI am full of ambitionfull of violence Sometimes just observingthese people who … Continue reading

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Lost

Safety and laws of the protocolsit reaches not hereand no complaints Like ice that evaporatesand lesser substancesjointly trashed together The Moon and its whereaboutscity of Jerusalem and when we lost itsold it for a few treats Together nowwe trashed the … Continue reading

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Mind

The working mindso conspicuously alivegentle and so much betrayal For a mindand for a slight piece of my soulI gave it away Anyone could have itI freely divulged my secretsand understood fierce consequences I wanted a divorcebut realized in a … Continue reading

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Stillborn

Through these dilemmasspontanity is vitaland lots of sports and amusement My senew is dried and storedunable to helpcan no longer locate the source DissatisfactionI don’t play the lute no morenow it plays through me Careful not to hinder and delaywhat … Continue reading

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