Simulacrum, it owns your heart and destiny, you can never leave it behind even if you so wished.
It is a false world, a play-pretend in order to hurt and leave secret scars. Treason from the highest vantage point.
The truth is that they are not of a benevolent kind, they are rather definitely malicious like a poisonous snake.
She is not in love, she is just pretending.
The Simulacrum is a government inside job.